Thank you, Lord!

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"Letter for the Brown-Eyed" by Ann Marie Canoy

In my weeping heart is the depth of my sorrow,
For its light was now pitch-black and wrecked with no tomorrow.
The sun will shine but the darkness I'll remember,
Because the night of goodbye was when I stumble.

They say these eyes are the ones in tears.
Only if they know this heart griefs.
For the love that was lost was never mine.
For the feelings shown should have just kept inside.

Remembering you in the haze and the clouds.
Choke me to death 'til I feel the ground.
Because loving you is like reaching for the skies,
I must suffer first for the ray of light.

For true love is never selfish, I must let you go.
For real happiness is blissful, you should have yours.
For life is great that I must experience it myself.
Because letting you go is letting myself go.

(quote on the picture grabbed from the internet)

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My Thoughts About Movies

The only thing I did this whole summer that I really enjoyed was watching movies. You know, just trying to release all the stress I had from school for the past 16 years of my life. I mean, who wouldn't enjoy watching movies, like seriously, anyone?

I really love watching movies. You can compare to my love for food, music, and Gossip Girl! I love how in every scene in the movie, I imagine myself being the girl who is weird and different then the popular guy would fall for her. Well yeah, just the cliche love story tons of films got its inspiration in. Then I imagine myself being the mean girl who has everything: hot boyfriend, popularity, a cute purse and nice shoes. Then I imagine myself being teamed- up to my showbiz crushes- Anna Kendrick to Chace Crawford, Amanda Crew to Zac Efron, Amanda Seyfried to Channing Tatum, Kat Dennings to Michael Cera, and just a few minutes ago was Elisabeth Harnois to Jesse McCartney. I also love to make endings on my mind especially when I feel like the ending is just super sad and depressing. Speaking of sad endings, do you ever like your heart is crumpled, crushed, and you cannot breathe after watching a very cute love story with a sad and/or touching ending? Like Titanic, Romeo and Juliet, A Walk to Remember, The Time Traveler's Wife, The Notebook, and Keith? Because I do, every time! Every excruciating time! (sigh.)

So, just wanna share with you the most heartbreaking movies with heartbreaking endings. (Note: This is based on my opinion.)

A Walk To Remember

 

Romeo and Juliet

 

Titanic

 

Keith

Seriously, I feel like I want to throw up whenever I remember the stories of the movies above as I post pictures of it. So how about you? How do you feel about movies?

Graduation Day

Wow! I can't believe that I've spent the last 16 years in my life studying on four-cornered rooms filled with noise, stress, fun, excitement, amazement, happiness, nervousness, cramming, achievements, failures, appointments, ignorance, priorities, and all the whatchamacallits of a student's life. I can't even remember the first day of my first ever day at school.  Maybe that time I felt excited and scared at the same time, I can't really say because I was so young then. When I was in elementary, my life was really simple. I belong to the first section so I was really obliged to study well. I met people, whom eventually I've considered to be my long- time friends. I was able to go to a high school with a good reputation. I learned a lot, I met a lot of people and I, luckily, was able to find new friends whom I'm still best friends with until now. And then I went to college, and it felt like day 1 all over again. I was excited and scared, and by this time, I've already remembered what I felt on my first day in college. And unlike most of the students who already knew people around, I was completely alone. I was the only one in our classroom who attended that college. And were just two in our batch who went to the same university. The other one was a Psychology student who eventually transferred schools. But at the first day of that scary and exciting road, I met wonderful people whom I've learned how to love and care for. And today, as I can officially be called a degree holder. I am proud to say that the things I have experienced along the way are incomparable, if not, is the beyond equal to what I have learned: independence to do things that I can, acceptance of the things I will face, ignorance for things that doesn't really matter, gratitude for the blessings, perseverance to do what I want, and love for the people who love me and even for those who don't.

Kanina, sa sasakyan habang papuntang school sabi sakin ng tatay ko ang mahalaga grumaduate ako. Pinagpaguran naming lahat 'yun. Ako, ang Mama at Papa ko, ang Nanay ko, Si Tita Carol, Tita Glo, mga Kuya ko at lahat ng mga kamag-anak ko na sumusuporta sakin.

Naisip ko lang, tuwing naalala ko ang mga 100++ papers na natapos natin, reports na na-i-present natin , papers na na-i-defend natin, assigments na pinasa natin, ang lahat ng pagpupuyat at minsanang pagkakaidlip sa tapat ng computer at laptop at paggising ng maaga para sa 7 A.M. class. Napapatunayan ko sa sarili ko na nag-aral din naman akong mabuti. hindi nga lang sa paraang ginawa ng mga honor graduates na nakatanggap ng medalya at pumanhik ang magulang sa stage upang isabit ito. Kabilang ako sa mga graduates na isang beses lang pumanhik sa stage, at iyon ay para kuhanin ang aking diploma habang inaabot ito ng presidente ng pamantasan ko. Kabilang ako sa nakararaming walang "special seat" during graduation. Nakaupo ako alinsunod sa alphabetical order. Mga estudyanteng ang role lamang ay isa-sang palakpakan ang mga sinasabitan ng medalya habang kami ay napalakpakan lamang isang beses pagkatapos matawag lahat ng mga pangalan ng ka-section ko. Siguro nga medyo bitter ako kasi wala akong medal at wala akong solo picture kasama ang mga tao sa stage. May picture naman ako sa stage, after na nga lang ng graduation. Pero wala na sigurong mas hihigit pa sa medalya maaari mong isuot araw- araw ang taas- noo. At ito ay ang dignidad na napanatili mo sa buong pag-aaral mo. Na kahit kailan di mo hinabol ang iyong professor para i-adjust ang grades mo o di kaya'y nangopya o nandaya para pumasa. At wala na siguro pang mas hihigit pa sa award ng pagmamahal ng iyong magulang, ng aking magulang na kahit kailan ay hindi ako pinilit gawin ang ayaw ko at kahit kailan ay hindi ako prinessure. Salamat sa Diyos naka-graduate ako ng matiwasay. 

      CONGRATULATIONS BATCH 2013! :)

The Best Life Quotes

One of my most favorite App in Playstore, of course, aside from Instagram and Twitter is The Best Life Quotes. If you love to read random inspirational, and sometimes, funny quotes then you should definitely download this app. I love to read quotes after a very depressing and/or tiring day because it really lightens me up, especially the funny ones. So try it, too! And to show you what I'm talking about, here are some of the quotes I captured on my phone. Enjoy reading!!!

  

                  

À la prochaine.

"Nothing lasts forever."

And from where I am standing right now, I've proved one thing, that nothing lasts forever. Except for the love of those people we've spent our ups and downs and turn-rounds with. I admit it, I am the most emotional person in the world. Pretty sentimental and nostalgic every time I remember something that made me smile or made me feel loved and special.

I can't say I've been through a lot. Since I am not the socialista kind of girl, as a matter of fact, if I'll rate my social life I'll give it a 3 or 4. I have enough friends. Enough to share my everyday battles with. Enough to make me feel loved. Enough to bombard my inbox with greetings on special days. Enough to make me feel that I was never alone. Enough to inspire me to be who I am when they first met me- the positive yet moody kind of girl. Friends plenty enough to make me realize that some people are not worth the regret I feel right now.

 

"Memories...... the only thing I have."

I miss the days when everything is as shiny as the bright blue sky. That happiness is as simple as a one-liner, sarcastic scene full of fun. When stupidity is nothing but a thing you will laugh about. I miss the waters- our usual bonding. I miss the people I've lost along the way. I miss the fun these people brought into my life. I know now that I can never turn back time. Maybe if I am Father Time and I own that magical hourglass with magical sands. But I am nothing but a girl who misses the days that passed her by. But then again, I can do nothing. Even if I try. So, this is my way of pouring all my well-kept emotions deep down my frail heart.


To the friends I've lost along the way,

Hey! It's me. Your friend who always laugh in a boisterous manner.  I miss each one of you and it's actually depressing to know that all I have are memories, but I'll keep it anyway. I know it'll never gonna be the same again, not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow or not even the day after. It is a lie if I'll say I don't want things to be the same again. You know me well enough to say I always keep my hopes too high. But things have changed, feelings have already been hurt. There's no turning back, I guess. And since reality has knocked itself and slapped me in the face then so this is goodbye. I am happy that you are all happy now. I think we rather have it this way than have it the other way around. I miss the days though I know those days are the only things I have. Thanks for the friendship. Thanks for making the last four years of my life a good one. If you'll gonna say I never lost you because I never had you, then I'll probably gonna say that I had that friendship and I care about that. It brings so much pain in the heart to know it'll never going to be the same again. So goodbye, thank you, and my love for you will always be the same.

Love,
Me <3


To the people who understands what I feel now because they feel the same way,

We'll be together forever. I love you and I will show you everyday why.

Love,
Me <3


Goodbye.
Goodnight.
I cling tightly to the memories......
for it is the only thing that reminds me that one day in my life I was surrounded with people that I really cared about.