À la prochaine.

"Nothing lasts forever."

And from where I am standing right now, I've proved one thing, that nothing lasts forever. Except for the love of those people we've spent our ups and downs and turn-rounds with. I admit it, I am the most emotional person in the world. Pretty sentimental and nostalgic every time I remember something that made me smile or made me feel loved and special.

I can't say I've been through a lot. Since I am not the socialista kind of girl, as a matter of fact, if I'll rate my social life I'll give it a 3 or 4. I have enough friends. Enough to share my everyday battles with. Enough to make me feel loved. Enough to bombard my inbox with greetings on special days. Enough to make me feel that I was never alone. Enough to inspire me to be who I am when they first met me- the positive yet moody kind of girl. Friends plenty enough to make me realize that some people are not worth the regret I feel right now.

 

"Memories...... the only thing I have."

I miss the days when everything is as shiny as the bright blue sky. That happiness is as simple as a one-liner, sarcastic scene full of fun. When stupidity is nothing but a thing you will laugh about. I miss the waters- our usual bonding. I miss the people I've lost along the way. I miss the fun these people brought into my life. I know now that I can never turn back time. Maybe if I am Father Time and I own that magical hourglass with magical sands. But I am nothing but a girl who misses the days that passed her by. But then again, I can do nothing. Even if I try. So, this is my way of pouring all my well-kept emotions deep down my frail heart.


To the friends I've lost along the way,

Hey! It's me. Your friend who always laugh in a boisterous manner.  I miss each one of you and it's actually depressing to know that all I have are memories, but I'll keep it anyway. I know it'll never gonna be the same again, not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow or not even the day after. It is a lie if I'll say I don't want things to be the same again. You know me well enough to say I always keep my hopes too high. But things have changed, feelings have already been hurt. There's no turning back, I guess. And since reality has knocked itself and slapped me in the face then so this is goodbye. I am happy that you are all happy now. I think we rather have it this way than have it the other way around. I miss the days though I know those days are the only things I have. Thanks for the friendship. Thanks for making the last four years of my life a good one. If you'll gonna say I never lost you because I never had you, then I'll probably gonna say that I had that friendship and I care about that. It brings so much pain in the heart to know it'll never going to be the same again. So goodbye, thank you, and my love for you will always be the same.

Love,
Me <3


To the people who understands what I feel now because they feel the same way,

We'll be together forever. I love you and I will show you everyday why.

Love,
Me <3


Goodbye.
Goodnight.
I cling tightly to the memories......
for it is the only thing that reminds me that one day in my life I was surrounded with people that I really cared about.